This Is What A Relationship Looks Like From the Inside

It's well past 3 am and I can't sleep.

spicboy is out of town on spicebusiness. He was going out tonight with friends, and said he'd call when he got home.

He hasn't called.

He says that when he's out of town, he wants my voice to be the first thing he hears in the morning and the last thing he hears at night.

Sappy, I know, but it's comforting, too. Especially when you're in a long distance relationship of sorts.

He always calls--no matter how late it is.

I've left two messages.

I'm sure everything is fine.

I hate this.